my lifes dilemas

well this isnt meant to depress anybody so if it does i apoligize. These dilemas may seem not so bad to others and completely obsurd to others. bt i dont care either way.
one of my major dilemas is my financial situation, i need money for thing i want and things i need. one thing i need money for is to pay a police damn officer ticket. which it sucks. but id di the crime i pay the price. which sucks i am saying that also. because who is it a crime to not to me. im old enough to go fight in war but not have a lil bit to drink. anywas thats off the topic. i also need/want money for a train ticket and financial sturdiness for when i move back to oregon. Now i know this is not as important as proceding on with life but i would also like money so i could by some little electronic devices that could make my life more simple and conveniant. Like a device that plays music into my dome whenever i press start or stop. maybe an mp3 player. maybe even the m robe 500. yeah that would be nice. and conveniant.
well on to the next subject of dilemas. my college education. i am getting older by the day and i need to start my life sooner or later. i have to be sure i want to move back to oregon. for if i am not to move back where am i going to stay and how will i get money for college and anything else.there are a few things that would hold me back to stay on the east coast. but fromt he looks of things it doesnt look like they are going to fall through. in the end no matter what i think i am going to move back to oregon and hang with my best friend mike and see waht happenes from there. we have plans to do some really cool things but we dont know if that is going to fall through and that also relies on our finances.
well that is about it it doesnt seem so bad now that i type it out i have some really good people in my life that i will hope to always be there. and could never ask for me. hmmm.
now that my dilemas are out of my way i can type about other subjects now but since i cant think of what to type i will do that later thanks for reading and good bye.